Excuse the profanity, but that’s exactly how I feel about my anxiety at the minute.
Since I’ve started work, it’s gotten worse. I feel anxious every day. It’s making me feel sick, to the point where I’m physically retching, I can’t eat the mornings that I have work, or even drink. I know what I’m doing, and I’m fine with the job itself, but I can’t shake this anxiety. I went to the doctors, and all they did was up my anti-depressants, which would be fine but the depression isn’t the problem. I’m not sleeping well at all, and even if I fall asleep straight away, I’m up and down all night. I don’t know how to make my brain work properly again. I’m forgetful, I have constant headaches, lack of appetite. Hmph.
I think I’ll just have to keep going back to the doctors, because I have no idea what else to do.